I risk sounding like a gibbering idiot. This is my very frail attempt at updating.
Went to Future music festival yesterday. Survived 10 hours of partying and surprisingly only made two trips to the portaloos. Meh. Was off my face, and it was super hot in the day, then it got really cold when the sun set. Watched CSS, Richie Hawtin, Mr Ozio, Steve Angello, Etienne and the last two minutes of N.E.R.D. Missed Basement Jaxx completely. Went totally ape shit at the cab company when my cab didn’t turn up, and almost trashed a car parked off the street in frustration (road rage!). Came home and played some guitar hero, talked on the phone forever and passed the fuck out for not very long.
See, told you I’d not sound normal at all. Well, if you asked me to describe my day at Future, it was mildly disappointing, too crowded (I hate crowds) and the party was more or less in my head. I kinda lost it towards the end of the day, but it’s all good now. I think. It will definitely take me awhile to get over the massive day, a usual when one hits the festivals.
Now, it’s just back to the job hunt. I need some sort of normalcy in my life. This week, I’m all booked up for meetings and to-dos. Keeping myself busy, not reading too much into anything.
Let me just be vague and say, I’m trying very hard to not be disappointed in what conspired (or did not) yesterday. Big downer.